Last night as I was reading in Hebrews 11, God really started speaking to me through the following verses and it was really encouraging as I really began thinking and questioning myself yesterday...

"By faith Abraham obeyed when he was called to go out to a place that he was to receive as an inheritance. And he went out, not knowing where he was going." (Hebrews 11:8)

I just really feel God telling me to obey him, and go where He has told me to go even though it is unfamiliar to me. So many times God uses unfamiliar and uncomfortable situations to bring us to a place of brokenness where we have to completely rely on Him. I truly think He uses these times of total surrender to teach us that He is all we need, and it is through these times that we grow and mature the most.

"If they had been thinking of that land from which they had gone out, they would have had the opportunity to return. But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one." (Hebrews 11:15-16)

This verse reminds me to look forward toward the vision God has given me and called me to as it is a part of His perfect plan. If I look back, I will want to stay in the comfort of the US; but as I continue to look forward at His will for my life I realize I am contributing to the Kingdom, which is really my purpose here on earth.

I am so thankful that God continues to speak to me and sustain me even through my doubts. He always remains faithful!!

No turning back now!

I have sent in my first round of paperwork along with my support letter and deposit for The World Race, which means I will be committed soon--no turning back! Some days I am so excited and can't wait to leave, while other days it still seems so far away and I feel like I'm not ready at all. I get on the World Race website almost daily and read blogs posted by people who are currently on the trip. I love reading their stories and looking at pictures, knowing that will be me in a little less than a year! The sermon at church yesterday was about having a vision and how it pulls you forward in life, so you don't get stuck in a rut or complacent. This is so true in my life as I look forward to this next year, and ultimately the World Race!

Volleyball starts today. It's really weird not being there for all the boring first-day-of-preseason meetings. It is definitely a good feeling though. I feel like I ended last season with a bang, so that brings closure. I'm not hoping and wishing I had another season to get out there and prove myself. Senior season was the best I could have ever asked for in every way! The best group of girls, great coaches and athletic director, and I think I played the best I ever have. I truly began to understand what it means to play for Christ and giving Him the glory!! That brings so much freedom that I have never had before!

As you may know, I will be helping with volleyball this year as a volunteer assistant coach. My role will be more of a spiritual leader than an actual coach, and I am so excited to still be able to pour into the girls this year!! I also get to practice and travel with the team, which will be so much fun! :) I am finishing up 3 general education classes online this fall, then student teaching in the spring. I will be graduating next May, and leaving for The World Race in July!